A Moving Experience

We left, then returned, a cycle of reentry and failure.

Dawn Gernhardt
10 min readAug 23, 2021

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Over ten years of my childhood, we moved eighteen times. Over two years as a teenager, our mom moved my twin sister and me nine times. Not to different countries or even across state lines and we’re not a military family. She sought independence but each launch prompted a return. Every exit, a reentry. By our eighteenth birthday, our mom kept going, leaving us with her parents for good.

The earlier moves included a pattern and rhythm. Clothing still on hangers. Pajamas, socks, and underwear out of drawers. Our mom’s record collection. My fraternal twin sister and my tomboyish clothing topped by our mom’s girly work dresses and outfits piled in the back of her aqua Datsun B210 with the frayed vinyl seats and busted radio. However transitory, at least we three — mom and two daughters — remained together. We’d sing in disharmony back and forth along the 101 freeway in Sonoma County.

Sometimes my sister and I lived with only our mom.

Sometimes our mom moved us in with her friends.

Once a brother with issues.

Once she moved us in with one of her boyfriends. He kept to himself, never shared a meal or a laugh with us. His ghost rattled around upstairs when we were down and downstairs when we were…

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Dawn Gernhardt
Dawn Gernhardt

Written by Dawn Gernhardt

Writer & Editor querying and drafting. In Midstory, Author, Random Sample, and Pink Panther magazines, & Defenestration, Wry Times, Funny-ish, & The Haven.